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day 6… kinda

oooops, my bad. went to florida thinking i’d have internet connection but didn’t. so i ended up getting very far behind.

30 interesting facts about myself.. hmmmm

1. lovelovelove boy meets world
2. very overprotective of my coffee mugs?
3. i almost always drink milk out of a mug, it tastes better.
4. i write down everything that i wear because if i didn’t, i would forget and wear it again like really soon.
5. i’m an elementary/special education major, but i’m not sure that is still what i want to do.
6. college has definitely not been the greatest years of my life.
7. i enjoy rainy days
8. i have been suffering from extreme anxiety about starting this semester.
9. no one reads this, i really don’t know why i keep at it.
10. i’m beginning to think i drink too much.
11. trying to start getting into yoga more, it’s fun but i really suck so far
12. yesterday i started the application to join the peace corps after college. it actually scares the shit out of me, the idea of being away from my whole life for two years - but i think if i’m able to deal with that and be successful it will be one of the greatest choices in my life.
13. i’m not interesting.
14. obsessed with the number six, don’t really know why, kinda run my life by it.
15. i think mustaches are funny. like, really funny.
16. i have three older sisters, a brother in law and a cute chubby 3 month old nephew.
17. i’m not ready to grow up.
18. my middle name is michael. my dad always wanted a boy to name after himself and i was their last shot at a boy. so, my middle name is michael.
19. i can’t cook for shit
20. my heart is in fire island, its the only place that i feel completely at peace.
21. yankees are pretty much the only team in the world i give a shit about. sorry to all the haters, but i’m not a dick fan. you root for who you want and i’ll root for who i want.
22. i always seem to meet the weirdest strangers or have some sort of weird experiences - my friends want me to write a book.
23. someone stole my shoes at a bar last semester.
24. i think thinking of 30 interesting facts is such a DIFFICULT thing to do. and since the semester is starting all of our teachers make us do it. and we all think “i dont know i’m pretty ordinary” UGH now i’m just rambling
25. i’m not a player i just crush a lot
26. i’ve alwaysssss wanted a volkswagen beetle. ALWAYS. preferably green.
27. i really respect my parents.
28. my favorite animal is a penguin.
29. i think learning about serial killers is fun
30. i’m just trying to get out of this whole college thing alive, and find something/someone/someplace that will make me really truly happy.

day 5 (technically)

a time you thought about ending your own life.

unfortunately, there are a variety of times i can refer to. the most serious was the day of my middle school graduation. my boyfriend at the time broke up with me and said some of the most horrible things i’ve ever heard. the two best friends i’ve had since kindergarten still planned on hanging out with him and his friends after graduation, which was upsetting and i told them so. i managed to lose my first love and my two best friends on the same day.

it wasn’t so much a time i ‘thought’ about ending my life… more of a time that i tried to.

day 4

your views on religion.

believe what you want, i don’t care. i was raised catholic and do believe in god, but i’m definitely not a good catholic. i respect religion, but i don’t see the point in living life by the rules and by the book, people take it too seriously. i do what makes me happy and if that goes against a commandment, whoops.

whoops, missed one. day 3

your views on drugs and alcohol. 

my personal opinion is that things are fine in moderation. sometimes i’ll drink and definitely go overboard, but not every single night. and sometimes i smoke, but i would never be someone who could smoke or drink every single day. i know a lot of people who have fucked up their lives from drugs and alcohol, so i kind of let that ground me. if it gets out of hand, thought it never has, then i’ll take a break. maybe that sounds silly but these things aren’t addictions for me, they’re choices.

day 2

where you’d like to be in 10 years.

thirty one. hopefully by then i’ll have figured out what i want to do with my life, be married or in some serious relationship, maybe by then i’ll have some kids or something. mostly just hoping to be happy with my life.

Day 1

your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

hardest question to answer. got out of a five year relationship, fucked my (other) ex for a while, thought we were falling for each other, then he basically decided he loved some other girl. since then single life has consisted of random (usually drunken) flings and such, but nothing serious. it’s fun, but at the same time i guess it would be nice to have someone.

30 day challenge.

i think every time i post here i talk about how i basically never post, but i do come on a lot to look at pictures. maybe this will encourage me to write here once, daily. here goes nothing…

day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is. 
day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years. 
day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol. 
day 4 - your views on religion. 
day 5 - a time you thought about ending your own life. 
day 6 - write 30 interesting facts about yourself. 
day 7 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality. 
day 8 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life. 
day 9 - how you hope your future will be like. 
day 10 - discuss your first love and first kiss. 
day 11 - put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up. 
day 12 - bullet your whole day. day 
13 - somewhere you’d like to move or visit. 
day 14 - your earliest memory. 
day 15 - your favourite tumblrs. 
day 16 - your views on mainstream music. 
day 17 - your highs and lows of this past year. 
day 18 - your beliefs. 
day 19 - disrespecting your parents. 
day 20 - how important you think education is. 
day 21 - one of your favorite shows. 
day 22 - how have you changed in the past 2 years? 
day 23 - give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive. 
day 24 - your favourite movie and what it’s about. 
day 25 - someone who fascinates you and why. 
day 26 - what kind of person attracts you. 
day 27 - a problem that you have had. 
day 28 - something that you miss. 
day 29 - goals for the next 30 days. 
day 30 - your highs and lows of this month